i miss u so much xiang~

wahahaha i almost forget i still have a blog there~ ^^
what should i say now? no is where i need to start with?
haha,anywhere anyhow ~

18 that night celebrated a freinds birthday at my house ~
yeah is steamboat and bbq again^^ what else and a ice cream loh~
hope he will love all the thing i prepared...
so after the celebrating...im broke~ = =



and one more thing to update im break up with my bf~ i think is on the 15 august if im not wrong
what can i said maybe this is what i want right..
没有了共同的话题
没有了当初在一起的感觉
所有的甜蜜向被风给带走~
三年的感情就不过如此~
放心！我没事^^

aft

after spending one year and four months i totally hated malaysia so damn much,
safety suck
police suck
malay suck
transport suck
taxi suck
food ok
nightlife best
customer suck
cheap po prices suck
manager too good

sometime when i reached home im still tired or even tired than working
seeing ppl that i dont like
facing thing that i hate
listening rubbish from their mouth

i wish i can be what i m like last time whatever i want i go for it and never regret! no emotional problems no feeling no caring for others just me.blame me for thinking so much for other until i forget of myself.that totally a mess in my life,i have to changed,not hard feeling!!

i will find my way out!

恋爱就像口香糖，时间长了会平淡无味，觉得平淡了就想放弃，
而无论丢在什麽地方，都会留下难以抹去的痕迹。

how can i miss a married guy in that photo in my room..

从八块剪到十二块剪到二十四块
这应该也算是升值的一种吧?
做工到现在有两个月又两个礼拜了
我才不知不觉 一下子半年又要过掉了
第一个月的薪水 656
第二个月的薪水 890
这应该算很少吧
但薪水不是重点
而是我还没有准备好要离开的心情
可能我还没放弃一些不可能办到的事情
所以我还是很坚持得等待机会...

i almost forget what password to log in my bs~
sorry for not updating
i not as busy as u tot
im just only slacking in malaysia dont want to face singapore.
i know i cant always stay in malaysia but i just dont feel like staying in singapore,maybe i love to be alone at home.
dont like others to disturb my life...
i cant stand nagging and shouting after havin more than one year de silent
or maybe i still haven put down whatever things and feeling i need to put down.
shall i behave like normal and forget everythings that had happened?
maybe i should but i cant.
i think there is no more things for me to miss cause others are not caring so much as well.
just hope that u will still remember me and those times we went through together...
sXXn

i forget when is my last blog and i know my blog is rotting with not photo and great topics~
haiz
yesterday nite went clubbing with intermede student and staff what a fucking great nite~ woooh oh~ i got a handsome guy number all thanks to hilzon de bro haha .thanks bro.
we msg-ed a while last nite i think he fall asleep today mes-ed me but didnt reply back me,so i also dont bother too much...i just want somebody to message to~not a dear not a bf ~

clubbing at cabana was really fun! that what i can said photos will be uploaded when huiling give me to me~

watch a movie 'when in rome' nice one~

goodnite working tml! this month target 4000!!!

sorry for not updating my blog ,because of busy schedule and working stuffs~
getting my very very first pay on 7 or 8 april~
wooh hoo~ haha i cant even hit 1000 after counting in the five day lates and four or five days on leaves~ ai ~ money really hard to earn and easy to spent:(
i want earn sing dollar!!!

cb where is my links gone fuck!

dont like to wear make up this few day as im lazy to wake up early
off to work at around ten ten
cut one malay guy and he teaches me malay but i forgot le..haha
then chat chat with manager fiona
i found that talking to her make me grow.
haha maybe im very agree with what she said or the way she do things
then flower told me something and i realize that i shouldnt believe in what i see
i must watch my mouth and keep my hands
too close with ppl that you just know is not that safe to yourself
so it a protection to me stay away a distance for you.
i also dont who is saying the truth
so to protect myself from harm is not to stay too close...
working is totally different with studying
you needed to face not only the customer and ppl that always around you.
maybe they are just wearing a mask~
keep thinking about what flower had told me while cutting customer hair i almost cut my hand.
and i meet one cute little child wanna wash hair and cut,i didnt put in effort on it as im damn tired so i anyhow cut.
last customer a malay lady.long hair to shoulder length bob,it is nice when it is blow well and waxed.
she love the hairstyle i cut for her and she thanks me again and smile back that give me the strength to move on in work.

isnt this cool! reading some mummy to be's blog and saw this photo! i want to shoot this when im married and pregnancy! maybe in 8years later haha!

let me intro this lady to you..she is huiming my college ,
appearance very fierce and cool.
inside very friendly and 三八.
haha.huiming dont scold me when you see this because this is the truth.hehe^^

new work place and new collage !

i make it myself hello kitty izzit it cute for keeping keys...haha who want buy? like .with this you can easily find your keys in your big bag or in the dark!good stuff lei,my good idea.^^

 

my brand new wallet!!i love it so much it cost me $149!! so ex la~

昨晚发生的若不是梦那就是美梦成真了！

太超过了，我和他见面了

他通过朋友拿我的号码打了给我

约了我出来

当然我没有多想的就答应了

过了三十多分钟他到了我家

我出了门

另天早上七点才会到家

我们聊了很多

我也知道了他很多

我们不再陌生

反而靠近了许多

不，是很多

也看了他很多

不管昨晚有多精彩

我们

还是回到了原点

after work and at eight headed down to ali cafe for dinner!

their foods sucks!and ex too! three ppl ate 70 rm.

then went down to jusco shop for heels but didnt saw any,

brought a pair of earring only and one book

(我们不结婚好吗？)  started to read nt bad la~

i missed my hair much much

one day work ,got cut on my hand and bleed alot!
secong day,broke the mirror
third day ,going to tesco help up,tot can sleep more and wake up late but there open at 930 wtf,normal day 930 i just wake up lei!!! cb.

hate to work sia.so tiring!stand the whole day!
i wont complain about too many customer i just hate the surrounding ! the fucking fuck tables chairs and paint.totally suck like hell,just like the80s salon,my god!
haiz,i still needed to suffer how long sia?
found one blue black my my dumb.so pain so red! and im so suay!

tomorrow going to tesco good lo can see my dearest serwei!
hope everything will be fine tomorrow!

today went to tesco new open-ed intermede hair trend.well is not that great then i think,is not furniture d ...
then headed down to ya sou to have our dinner the chicken chop taste great really and not ex also.
then went back home and change then movie again with my san ba.

i moving on to another stage now.
student to juior stylist
monday im going to my work place(angsana) to report.
as serwei elvin lee and kiss had moved to tesco,the new opened intermede for student.
im mad with this decision as i didnt have a change to go there,its near my house and new!wtf.

WHATEVER!
i just dont want to stay there.

why i cant upload any photos?!@#$%^&*+@!?

i stopped smoking but i want

good bye to my purple hair and welcome my black hair!
finally decided to dye it back black because im tired of faded colour..
haha.i know my black will fade to blue black but i love my hair colour now!

today start work,first customer cb la she want her fringe to be short then after i trimmed two time she said not short enough then i trim for her again.then she said i cut too short she now a like a children.damn la is u the one who wanted it shorter right and the very last trim i only cut not more than one cm lei cb!fk up bitch.

finish my new year break soon.
tomorrow going back to intermede ler.
today when out with intermede friends.bai nian,lunch and movie
now they playing joker cards me blogger
loss abit money no luck!

haix i felt so stress-ed up mos of the time
but dont know why maybe going to start working
or maybe going to another new place
or the reason is him?

someone says when you look up to the sky,
yours tears wouldnt fall
but mine do.

boring boring boring

im damn damn boring! what should i do
talk on phone no person to talk with
go out too late
fb game tired of it
im waiting for xia yi zhan xin fu 2o to come!!!
10minutes more last ep le!

im waiting for your call!!and msg!~ si sanba!

老老，臭公爹，三八公，LGG.all are his nick names;)
he is the one my miss-ed most!
one year didnt get to see him ler..
missu missu!

外遇

最近都好容易被动摇哦，终觉得我在一脚踏两船心里又一直想着另一个.这是精神外遇吗?

那我现在是在等他他还是他的电话呢?

HAPPY NEW YEAR & HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

chinese new year started when we lighted up the hong pao!
is fucking loud la haha.
im taking video so cant cover my ears.
after that most of us are texting and looking at own phone.
haha what a night
supper at around 1plus 2? my fav 50cents nasi lemak and fried fish.

photos will be uploaded when im back at home!

tomorrow is new year already and valentine !
i think i celebrate my v day ler.as he brought the rings for me and i got one shirt and one pants for him as v present.
so now is getting angbao time!

later after dinner going back to kukup and stay over then tomorrow nite going back to jb then next day ah gong house.

im damn damn free after chu er!

金戒指

Brought a pair of gold rings just now cost him four hundred and sixty three dollars. Quite expensive de lo. Mum paid the sixty three for us and i paid only forty five dollars. Haha. Cause i no money and not working.
Chinese new year is coming hope can receive v day presents. Haha. :) as i already received one today. :D

he is the one i want-ed most but he is married! haha:D

i wish that he was not drunk yet so he will know what he done and remember what he said

feeling tired and having uneven emotional

kept thinking of the same question

are he drunk or not?

收工酒
Yesterday was fucking cool. You guys will know if i told or you have seen it. Ha ha. What a great night for me :) thank to eddy too.
I didnt eat anything yesterday dinner but im full with beer red wine and voka and his company..
Its really a memorable night for us!

I brought a wig today and a jeans. Total spent hundred plus. I want ukimono!!!!

all chinese new year goodies had done!

but not the spring cleaning part

not because im lazy ok,

most of my time was spent in intermede!

cutting hair and stuff is the biggest parts of my life now!

it's take up all my time..haha.

anyway this is what im wanted most.

busy with work earn money and spent money,hahaha.

i want ukimono!

I been smoking this few days. O my god. I have to stop before i addicted.

just releases that she is married what a surprise ..ya because of baby..
hope you are really found your happiness.and stay happy with your hubby too.
read her blog and really felt that she is really happy with what she have.
how i wish im married also.
but not now haha.in nine years later ba.
after i earn alot $$ first.

yesterday meet xiong
after dinner cabbed back.
me[if im 27 and nobody want me i will marry u.]
him[what if you already married?]
me[haha.]
him[what if im married by then.nine years later im 33.]
me[smile back.]


nobody know what happen after nine years.i dont want you to wait for me,we just continue with our own life.marriage? not now.

xiong brought a hello kitty blanket for me:)
so sweet:)

today super busy.shop is packed with customers!!
tired.
wash two cut three dye one.
back at home to do my chicken floss roll for chinese new year.
and made for xiong to bring back for his mum.
wanna to go back with him but i cant take too much leaves.
haiz..
tomorrow got to continue to make shrimp roll:)

monthly wishes

Feb-drop 1kg off of my fats

march-have good pay for my job

April-i want a diamond ring!

May-drop 1kg off of my fats

June-save some money in bank

July-dont cry when he leave

August-blank
Sep-blank
October-blank
November-blank
December-blank

just love my hairstyle although is damn short not like before long hair.
but i prefer short one.

colour have to change and trim before chinese new year.

from 01 feb till chinese new year not off day!

damn.two weeks not off sia.

jiayou. after new year you be to free.

but more busy in new life style.


jia you esther i know you can do it.
who can tell me that when i was down?
who can tell me that when im tired?
who can tell me that when i was giving up?
who can lent me a shoulder to lean?


all i can is only - ALC and sleep.

changed

home made chcolate.

after dinner !

hand dryer or hair dryer?

beach time!

movie-its complicated
beach-sentosa
dinner-vivo
im coming for my off day planning!

ten plus jiahui bro ask me out for supper.
stopped watching [hai pai tian xin] went out with him.
phoned jianhui di but he was outside with his friends already.
so count him out.
first jia hui bro bring me to one new opened cafe.
drink and food are ex.
and no tasty at all.
after that we went to the india shop to continue our supper.
saw that idiot jian hui walk pass our table with two girls one holding his hand.
im stunned no is we, jiahui stunned too.
who's that girl.
F word running out of my mouth but i swallowed back to my stomache.
he is not my who so i ston-ed then continue what we are chatting just now.
back home around one plus,continue with my haipai till now 324am blogger..
after dairy going sleep:)
later in the afternoon wanling coming jb find me dye and cut hair..
nitess

eddy have said after chinese new year the first class of student will be graduated.
its happy to heard that,but kinda of sad to leave intermede.
but there's no others choice i have to go back where i was.
for me its easy to be use to a new place or even new people,just like i came back malaysia to stay..
its time for me to go..ya?

today eddy said..
eddy: u grown up le,i cant help u in your future le.
me:u can open a salon then i work for u loh,haha.
then he mumbler and walked away..
quite sad to leave my teachers too.
although he always scold us when he was in bad mood,
always hit my butt and knock my head
always say me not serious at dong things
always ask me to wash hair
always talk dirty thing to us..

ahjun.
always act like an idiot to make us laugh
always like to sing when ppls are around
always talk rubbish
and always have excuses for being mistake that he done

students in intermede:
thanks for accompany me walking through the hard times,i will miss all of you badly when i leave..

im dearest + preious + love + cute + handsome didi in intermede!