我不想离开你 因为我爱你
因为太爱你,所以连想要留下你都没有勇气
因为太爱你，所以不强求你留下
因为太爱你，所以让你回到你原本的位子
因为太爱你，所以才能让你离开我
将一切画上美丽的句号，结束一切
让它变成最美的回忆
在我人生中最美的爱情，因有你存在
所以我爱过...

现在让我适应没有你不在的世界
我会很努力。
你也一样，我们一起加油...

now is already 343am.
really cant sleep..
sleepnite.

bye chirstmas and welcome new year..
i want a crazy count down nite on 31 dec09!
maybe clubbin with stand jie and his friends..
still haven comfirm yet.

2010 coming.
is good or bad?

人生中能碰上一些意外,生活才会更精彩..

那我的意外呢...?

yesterday his birthday.

i msg-ed him.

he did reply.

im suprised.

i didnt ask about what happen and why he didnt contact me that time.

but he started the qns.

he said her gf caught him that why he cant contact me.

he said he do miss me.

but he dont dare to find me and lucky i contact him first...

below are some photos taken before show after show and show-in..
not all is uploaded cause got some problem with Internet connection..

Now in genting . Somehow i missed someone suddenly .. I hope you will be with me now. But i know is impossible. If you are here you will be holding your girlfriend hand. I just wanted to know how you doing this few moths and hope you are really fine and doing well with your job..

Tomorrow going down to kl then shopping. I always hope that i will see you there. Cause you promised to bring me here but you break your promises..

competition ended last night.

result

best curl
1st kelly
2nd jian hui
3rd weiliang

best cut
1st cash
2nd lianghong
3rd me

best colour
1st cash
2nd kelly
3rd weilang

i only won the third prise for best cut award.
sian loh..the best curl didnt get..:'(
wasted my long hair model time..
more fucking up thing is weiliang got two prise for his fucking little last minutes work.
we stunned.
but anyway i did my models all by myself that is the bigger effort i done.even the cutting,colour,tong parts.teachers didnt give me any ideas and help.is all done by me.that is what i proud of.
not like someone(elvin) last minutes sean still help him cut..
sian.
and to all others winner congrats &
if the model is not done by you there is nothing to proud of.
ya one more thing,elvin said before the competition he got 80percent chance for the best cut award ended up..nothing.so dont be too over confident ya.

today monday going to genting later after blogging. with my parent and long hair model yonglin.wendnesday shopping at kl...hehe..is time for some rest now..

~photos will be uploaded when i got it from them~

i cut my hair shorter this time round..
and dye pink with purple.
haha.
you cant imagine how short is that.

im feeling so empty this few nights..
yearning for new love chapters..

cousin wedding finally ended.
now is already 1143pm.
damn tired of course but worth it.hehe.
their ang bao is so big.
WHAHAHAHA~
got 170rm just to comb up seven heads.but need to wake up early la...
not enough sleep ==

monday going back to intermede.
sian~
need to add more oil liao 13dec is coming!!
i cut my short model hair and dye but the colour ended up is not i wanted.
so have to dye on friday again..and show is on sun~
you know how rush is that ==
monday have to redye long model hair '.'

JIAYOU! JIAYOU! JIAYOU!

for my five days holiday-

sat 28
baby came to cs to find me and brought her f bd present.then after lunch we headed down to expo.had a event from her crunch.i just dont like there.is like washing our brain la.made me felt so uneasy~ then after that when to airport for dinner,then they went to catch a movie a i went to hougang find dom.when i reached hougang is already 12 plus.we chatted about 1hour plus then i went back to wenxin house,its 2 plus and she is not at home yet.she is still watching half way.then i waited at her door till 4am plus in the morning ten she return!terrible night.

sun 29
went out at around 3plus to town at ion for some window shopping then k box till 8 plus.dinner with xiong at bedok market then headed home.

mon 30
baby ended school at 3plus we went to bugis to shop this tine around with her sis and aunt.sian lor.nothing to talk with her aunt sia.half way saw ruyu jie..i had brought the necklace for jianhui didi and the glow in the dark condom for justin..i spent $93 on the necklace..so ex sia,i tot only 70plus=.= then steamboat for dinner..

tue 01
stuck at home till 3plus then went out with mum to take medi at amk,then back to sengsong then home.

wed 02
went down to bugis to take the necklace.shop around alone in bugis street.i brought a dress and a black skirt.shopping alone is good.haha,dont need to wait here wait there.saw wanling working and chatted awhile.4plus dad reached and fetch me back.

thur 03
cant sleep for the whole night,now 7 22am blogging...later going intermede tonging the model hair..

holiday had ended.now is time to work harder with my model.as competition is coming nearer and nearer.13dec.i still dont have a short hair model!

long holiday for myself~~
today till thur on leaves:))
hehe.
going back to sing later.
so guy im free!!!

Happiness is where you feel deeply,enjoy simply,think freely,to love and be loved.

got my lg crystal on my birthday from DAD.hehe.i love it so much the 1st transparent keypad phone damn cool loh.hehe.
this year cut three cake,not really tasty:(
but still THANKS
-all intermede students and teacher for the cake and the wishes.
-dad for the lg phone.
-xiong for the 18roses.
-sis for the cake and angbao.
-yonger sis for the crystal bear.
-and those sms wishes...
for those who forget my birthday..i will remember who u are:(

today19nov.two more days is my 18th birthday..hehe..
ready got some present from him and sis ler:)

yesterday went east coast camping with him and
my 18 red roses(my first present),
hehe.
when i walk pass couple,
i can tell from their gf eyes that they are totally jealous with my roses.
then dinner at hk cafe..
didnt really sleep well last nite,
is hot and itchy i got bite by some insect but not mosquitoes.
damn irritating.
beaching in the morning.
love the sea water the wind and even the sand..
cabbed back to bedok then
sleep...
haha....

finally eddy attitude change.
back to the way he treat me before.haha.no more quarrel with teacher.yeah~

如果知道后果还一头栽下去那不是很傻吗
但许多事不走到最后不会知道结果
可能到了最后才知道错了
但已经没有回头的机会
到了那时我们只能笑着说：
当初是自己太傻了

别为自己做过的事而后悔
凡是都有好有坏
可能到头来都没有得到自己想要的
但至少你经历过的一切
都让你慢慢的成长着

say goodbye to my long hair.eddy cut my hair for his own purpose.i dont like short hair but i dont hate i as well.maybe short will suit me more?still remember someone really love my long hair lots.but it doesnt matter anymore,isnt it..

i cut my fringe already.not that short that i think of.
kinda of feeling low now,maybe is those photo or maybe is he walk away with her...

i bleach my hair again.and dye it 4redv.this time round is not i want de,eddy want me to be his model,still need to go outside and take photo.not really know taking for what also.sian~.need to cut my fringe sia.see eyebrow de wor.will be damn ugly ba.:(

i cut and dye my fringe red brown..wanna to say goodbye to my long hair..

my 18th birthday is coming! 17days to go...

i know that im being so silly for a long time that he will not appreciate what i had done for him
by lending him
money
ear
times
and heart to him.
did he stand where i stand and think about how i felt inside?
do you think i really need to care so much for you huh?
i just dont want you to go bad la.
smoke
speeding
what else you will be going for after that?
smoke is really suck to health so stop smoking pls.
if you want to continue i got nothing to say as im not your real sister,
or just a passerby to you
and i think you wont appreciate what i had done in the past.

didnt go school today..yesterday quarrel with eddy f**k la.im just speaking the truth only what.f**k.intermede suck!

ended a halloween party 3hours ago.im super tired! wearing high heels and costume kills me alots..and some parts of the party is not really properly organized,so sian..photos will be upload next time:)
now finding blogskin.tired of this skin le.
tml have to take bus back by myself:((

yeah im eating my supper now.beefen with my fav scallop!dont jealous:P



i spent rm155 on this costume.just for halloween.hope i able to enjoy on this friday halloween party!