i miss u so much xiang~

wahahaha i almost forget i still have a blog there~ ^^
what should i say now? no is where i need to start with?
haha,anywhere anyhow ~

18 that night celebrated a freinds birthday at my house ~
yeah is steamboat and bbq again^^ what else and a ice cream loh~
hope he will love all the thing i prepared...
so after the celebrating...im broke~ = =



and one more thing to update im break up with my bf~ i think is on the 15 august if im not wrong
what can i said maybe this is what i want right..
没有了共同的话题
没有了当初在一起的感觉
所有的甜蜜向被风给带走~
三年的感情就不过如此~
放心！我没事^^

aft

after spending one year and four months i totally hated malaysia so damn much,
safety suck
police suck
malay suck
transport suck
taxi suck
food ok
nightlife best
customer suck
cheap po prices suck
manager too good

sometime when i reached home im still tired or even tired than working
seeing ppl that i dont like
facing thing that i hate
listening rubbish from their mouth

i wish i can be what i m like last time whatever i want i go for it and never regret! no emotional problems no feeling no caring for others just me.blame me for thinking so much for other until i forget of myself.that totally a mess in my life,i have to changed,not hard feeling!!

i will find my way out!

恋爱就像口香糖，时间长了会平淡无味，觉得平淡了就想放弃，
而无论丢在什麽地方，都会留下难以抹去的痕迹。

how can i miss a married guy in that photo in my room..

从八块剪到十二块剪到二十四块
这应该也算是升值的一种吧?
做工到现在有两个月又两个礼拜了
我才不知不觉 一下子半年又要过掉了
第一个月的薪水 656
第二个月的薪水 890
这应该算很少吧
但薪水不是重点
而是我还没有准备好要离开的心情
可能我还没放弃一些不可能办到的事情
所以我还是很坚持得等待机会...

i almost forget what password to log in my bs~
sorry for not updating
i not as busy as u tot
im just only slacking in malaysia dont want to face singapore.
i know i cant always stay in malaysia but i just dont feel like staying in singapore,maybe i love to be alone at home.
dont like others to disturb my life...
i cant stand nagging and shouting after havin more than one year de silent
or maybe i still haven put down whatever things and feeling i need to put down.
shall i behave like normal and forget everythings that had happened?
maybe i should but i cant.
i think there is no more things for me to miss cause others are not caring so much as well.
just hope that u will still remember me and those times we went through together...
sXXn

i forget when is my last blog and i know my blog is rotting with not photo and great topics~
haiz
yesterday nite went clubbing with intermede student and staff what a fucking great nite~ woooh oh~ i got a handsome guy number all thanks to hilzon de bro haha .thanks bro.
we msg-ed a while last nite i think he fall asleep today mes-ed me but didnt reply back me,so i also dont bother too much...i just want somebody to message to~not a dear not a bf ~

clubbing at cabana was really fun! that what i can said photos will be uploaded when huiling give me to me~

watch a movie 'when in rome' nice one~

goodnite working tml! this month target 4000!!!

sorry for not updating my blog ,because of busy schedule and working stuffs~
getting my very very first pay on 7 or 8 april~
wooh hoo~ haha i cant even hit 1000 after counting in the five day lates and four or five days on leaves~ ai ~ money really hard to earn and easy to spent:(
i want earn sing dollar!!!

cb where is my links gone fuck!

dont like to wear make up this few day as im lazy to wake up early
off to work at around ten ten
cut one malay guy and he teaches me malay but i forgot le..haha
then chat chat with manager fiona
i found that talking to her make me grow.
haha maybe im very agree with what she said or the way she do things
then flower told me something and i realize that i shouldnt believe in what i see
i must watch my mouth and keep my hands
too close with ppl that you just know is not that safe to yourself
so it a protection to me stay away a distance for you.
i also dont who is saying the truth
so to protect myself from harm is not to stay too close...
working is totally different with studying
you needed to face not only the customer and ppl that always around you.
maybe they are just wearing a mask~
keep thinking about what flower had told me while cutting customer hair i almost cut my hand.
and i meet one cute little child wanna wash hair and cut,i didnt put in effort on it as im damn tired so i anyhow cut.
last customer a malay lady.long hair to shoulder length bob,it is nice when it is blow well and waxed.
she love the hairstyle i cut for her and she thanks me again and smile back that give me the strength to move on in work.

isnt this cool! reading some mummy to be's blog and saw this photo! i want to shoot this when im married and pregnancy! maybe in 8years later haha!

let me intro this lady to you..she is huiming my college ,
appearance very fierce and cool.
inside very friendly and 三八.
haha.huiming dont scold me when you see this because this is the truth.hehe^^

new work place and new collage !

i make it myself hello kitty izzit it cute for keeping keys...haha who want buy? like .with this you can easily find your keys in your big bag or in the dark!good stuff lei,my good idea.^^

 

my brand new wallet!!i love it so much it cost me $149!! so ex la~